Wao.. Sorry but i've been so lazy to update my blog as before this, i can only use one hand to type, exams came after that. And now i'm having my holidays for the next 2 weeks (hate it so short).
Feel relieve to be known that finally i have gone through all the days where fears, stress, depressions came along with me. Perhaps i can describe this as my first low tide period in my first 20 years of life. Not only failing to achieve my dream, yet i still lost my capabilities.
The hardest part in that period wasn't the itchiness and pain of affected, it was the pain in heart as im losing more than my capabilities and dream, CHANCES.
But however, i stand up real soon as i realized i'm not trying to prove who can i beat, but how i can beat myself. My arrogant, ambition, stupidity are the real enemies in me. In additions, It showed me how mean people can be, REAL friends are found. Those who really cares, I thank you all. I'm healthy again. Dun worry guys =)
I'm in recovery now, everything goes slowly but smoothly. I will get back up, but i hope at that time, no more arrogant, ambitions in me.
