Showing posts with label Love me.. Somebody... Show all posts
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Thursday, 10 March 2011

"Ckay" hour.. 1 hour emotion breakdown

"Welcome back.." -Blogspot
Is been one and a half years i never write about myself, the year is now 2011. Oh yaa, i've deleted my old blogspot account, too many issues to deal with that account. (meanwhile, i tink i forgot my previous site's name ><)

So much has come to pass in 2010.. Saddest part would the leaving of my best buddy who has gone to ireland.
17th of march.. i still remember the day he left and soon it'll be the anniversary of it >< 

Talk about my academia.. Honestly i've been surrounded by major depression in these years as my interest is definitely not in accountancy. I've been living in most fears. Worry bout the result (pass or fail), worry bout my future. Dare not to give up. Now is my final year, it's just 2 semester away from my completion of degree (excluding industry training), i'm glad that i'm finally here. But another fear came after this, my future direction. I have so many queries... 

What can i do with such result, who is going to hire??
Whether i can handle if i go for professional papers, how long? 5 years? 10 years to complete?
What's next after graduation? Oversea? M'sia? 

well.. i'll not further elaborate anymore..

Talk bout Love. Well, no pass-byers so far. 宁愿寂寞,也不想爱错~
"good" start in 2011~ Broke my hand during basketball lately, now having the stupid wrap on my hand.. Itchy and troublesome >< yet i cant do any exercise for few weeks. well, I asked for this ==

                                          One hand.. still working.. hoho..
Road are tough...
My beloved Father in heaven
Gives me strength so that i could stand up when i falling apart
Lead me to the light path so that i could get to the top of mountain
Bless me with love so that i know what i'm fighting for
May my life be useful to YOU, my beloved and surrounding.. Amen